Campbell Castle North of Glasgow

To err is human--and to blame it on a computer is even more so.

My trip to see my son and grandson in Cheshire

Jen and I travelled to Cheshire to see my son and grandson. They'd been in England for 3months. It was absolutely wonderful to see them. Tamati has grown a whole lot. He screamed when he first saw me. Well even I'd scream if I saw me.....sheeeesh. Poor wee boy, I think it was the colour of my skin...teehee. Arrr well Tamati get use to it, u have this colour in ur blood.....He's such a b'ful little boy.


To err is human--and to blame it on a computer is even more so.

Photo's I took north of Glasgow

My friend Campbell took me for a ride in the country to relax as my mind was on Jen. The weather was horrible when we left for the country, then as if the gods answered my thoughts, the sun crept out behind the clouds and left a wonderful path of warmth for us.



To err is human--and to blame it on a computer is even more so.

My Trip to Europe

Well my trip to Europe was a last minute decision. I went to visit my friend in London, unbeknowen to her I was going to be there for her. It was a trip I won't ever forget as it ended our friendship. I had so many good intensions and it turned into a real sad ending. I guess I didn't really know my best friend in the world until now, knowing a woman for 14yrs and 10yrs of those yrs spent in London. I needed to be there for her as she was going thru a bad time, but I guess I made the wrong decision. I would drop everything to be there for my friends and now I wish I hadn't gone....I ruined our long time friendship of 14yrs by going to her. I wish I had made a difference in her life, but I made things worse. I constantly go over in my mind, if I hadn't gone, we'd still be best friends, or maybe I did make a difference in her life and maybe she took heed of my words, I will never know as I left London not talking to her. I blame myself for what has happened, I approached the situation not knowing what I was getting into....hey what do I know, I'm no social worker or psychologist, just a friend, well I thought, who needed me and I guess she didn't. I owe her so much !! She had gone out of her way to encourage me to meet friends over there and all I wanted was to be with her. We travelled to see my son in Cheshire and I can't thank her enuf for organising that, then we drove thru to Glasgow to meet a friend that was here in NZ earlier this year, someone that means the world to me and is very special to me. I will never forget what she did to make this happen.... !!! But that was not my purpose to go to London, my soul purpose was to be there for her and it turned out she was there for me !! How is that fair...it isn't fair !! If I could turn the clock back I would, and change what has happened and make it right......for what its worth Jen, I pray you find the help u need to continue ur life on this earth and not end it at such a young age. You are young and have the world at ur feet !! When u are ready I'll alwayz be here for u !!


To err is human--and to blame it on a computer is even more so.

Yea I've been a slack a$$...sorry guyz

My apologies guyz have been away to Europe and I'm back to add more to my blog. Grot, I see u want to see more of NZ. Hockey tockey here's a pic of my view from where I stay .....


To err is human--and to blame it on a computer is even more so.